Why I Can't Love

I can't love because every time I do it isn't taken away from me. Every time something good comes along in my life I get to keep it long enough to become attached to it. Then when I need it the most it is gone. I can't love anymore in fear that I will never have it again. And if I do love I won't admit it. Like it makes a difference if I don't. That the taking away will be more painful if I do say it. Am I the only one who feels this way? Am I the only one who fears love? Shine down on some one with rays of happiness. DogTag.